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all the pomps of this life under foot, and have ascended to the true height. Now which he
was in this condition, and an object of admiration, certain corrupt men, who according to
the law of kindred had the oversight of him dragged him back again into the former sea of
worldliness. And so, having flung aside all his habits, he again descended from the mountains
into the midst of the forum, and used to go all round the city, riding on horseback, and ac-
companied by a large retinue; and he was no longer willing to live even soberly; for being
inflamed by much luxury, he was constrained to fall into foolish love intrigues, and there
was no one of those conversant with him, who did not despair of his salvation; he was en-
compassed by such a swarm of flatterers, besides the snares of orphanhood, youth, and great
wealth. And persons who readily find fault with everything, accused those who originally
conducted him to this way of life,292 saying that he had both missed his spiritual aims, and
would no longer be of any use in the management of his own affairs, having prematurely
abandoned the labours of study, and having been consequently unable to derive any benefit
therefrom. Now while these things were being said, and great shame was felt, certain holy
men who had often succeeded in this kind of chase, and had thoroughly learned by experience
that those who are armed with hope in God ought not to despair at all of such characters,
kept a continual watch upon him, and if ever they saw him appear in the market place they
approached and saluted him. And at first he spoke to them from horseback, askance, as they
followed by his side; so great was the shamelessness which had at first got possession of him.
But they, being merciful and loving men, were not ashamed at all of this treatment, but
continually looked to one thing only, how they might rescue the lamb from the wolves;
which in fact they actually accomplished by means of their perseverance. For afterwards, as
if he had been converted by some sudden stroke, and were put to shame by their great as-
siduity, if ever he saw them in the distance approaching, he would instantly dismount, and
bending low would listen silently in that attitude to all which fell from their lips, and in time
he displayed even greater reverence and respect towards them. And then, by the grace of
God having gradually rescued him out of all those entanglements, they handed him over
again to his former state of seclusion and devout contemplation. And now he became so il-
lustrious, that his former life seemed to be nothing in comparison with that which he lived
after his fall. For being well aware by experience of the snare, and having expended all his
wealth upon the needy, and released himself from all care of that kind, he cut off every
pretext for an attack from those who wished to make designs upon him; and now treading
the path which leads to heaven, he has already arrived at the very goal of virtue.
This man indeed fell and rose again while he was still young; but another man, after
enduring great toils during his sojourn in the deserts, with only a single companion, and
leading an angelic life, and being now on the way to old age, afforded I know not how a little
292 i.e., the life of monastic seclusion.
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