Letter XX.
(
a.d.
390.)
To Antoninus Augustin Sends
Greeting.
1. As letters are due to you by two of us, a part of
our debt is repaid with very abundant usury when you see one of the
two in person; and since by his voice you, as it were, hear my own,
I might have refrained from writing, had I not been called to do it
by the urgent request of the very person whose journey to you
seemed to me to make this unnecessary. Accordingly I now hold
converse with you even more satisfactorily than if I were
personally with you, because you both read my letter, and you
listen to the words of one in whose heart you know that I dwell. I
have with great joy studied and pondered the letter sent by your
Holiness, because
it
exhibits both your Christian spirit unsullied by the guile of an
evil age, and your heart full of kindly feeling towards myself.
2. I congratulate you, and I give thanks to our God
and Lord, because of the hope and faith and love which are in you;
and I thank you, in Him, for thinking so well of me as to believe
me to be a faithful servant of God, and for the love which with
guileless heart you cherish towards that which you commend in me;
although, indeed, there is occasion rather for congratulation than
for thanks in acknowledging your goodwill in this thing. For it is
profitable for yourself that you should love for its own sake that
goodness which he of course loves who loves another because he
believes him to be good, whether that other be or be not what he is
supposed to be. One error only is to be carefully avoided in this
matter, that we do not think otherwise than truth demands, not of
the individual, but of that which is true goodness in man. But, my
brother well beloved, seeing that you are not in any degree
mistaken either in believing or in knowing that the great good for
men is to serve God cheerfully and purely, when you love any man
because you believe him to share this good, you reap the reward,
even though the man be not what you suppose him to be. Wherefore it
is fitting that you should on this account be congratulated; but
the person whom you love is to be congratulated, not because of his
being for that reason loved, but because of his being truly (if it
is the case) such an one as the person who for this reason loves
him esteems him to be. As to our real character, therefore, and as
to the progress we may have made in the divine life, this is seen
by Him whose judgment, both as to that which is good in man, and as
to each man’s personal character, cannot err. For your obtaining
the reward of blessedness so far as this matter is concerned, it is
sufficient that you embrace me with your whole heart because you
believe me to be such a servant of God as I ought to be. To you,
however, I also render many thanks for this, that you encourage me
wonderfully to aspire after such excellence, by your praising me as
if I had already attained it. Many more thanks still shall be
yours, if you not only claim an interest in my prayers, but also
cease not to pray for me. For intercession on behalf of a brother
is more acceptable to God when it is offered as a sacrifice of
love.
3. I greet very kindly your little son, and I
pray that he may grow up in the way of obedience to the salutary
requirements of God’s law. I desire and pray, moreover, that the
one true faith and worship, which alone is catholic, may prosper
and increase in your house; and if you think any labour on my part
necessary for the promotion of this end, do not scruple to claim my
service, relying upon Him who is our common Lord, and upon the law
of love which we must obey. This especially would I recommend to
your pious discretion, that by reading the word of God, and by
serious conversation with your partner,
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you should either plant the seed
or foster the growth in her heart of an intelligent fear of God.
For it is scarcely possible that any one who is concerned for the
soul’s welfare, and is therefore without prejudice resolved to
know the will of the Lord, should fail, when enjoying the guidance
of a good instructor, to discern the difference which exists
between every form of schism and the one Catholic
Church.
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Infirmiori vasi tuo.