Letter XXX.
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a.d.
396.)
This letter of Paulinus was written before receiving
a reply to his former letter, No. 27, p. 248.
To Augustin, Our Lord and Holy and
Beloved Brother, Paulinus and Therasia, Sinners, Send
Greeting.
1. My beloved brother in Christ the Lord, having
through your holy and pious works come to know you without your
knowledge, and to see you though absent long ago, my mind embraced
you with unreserved affection, and I hastened to secure the
gratification of hearing you through familiar brotherly exchange of
letters. I believe also that by the Lord’s hand and favour my
letter has reached you; but as the youth whom, before winter, we
had sent to salute you and others equally loved in God’s name,
has not returned, we could no longer either put off what we feel to
be our duty, or restrain the vehemence of our desire to hear from
you. If, then, my former letter has been found worthy to reach you,
this is the second; if, however, it was not so fortunate as to come
to your hand, accept this as the first.
2. But, my brother, judging all things as a
spiritual man, do not estimate our love to you by the duty which we
render, or the frequency of our letters. For the Lord, who
everywhere, as one and the same, worketh His love in His own, is
witness that, from the time when, by the kindness of the venerable
bishops Aurelius and Alypius, we came to know you through your
writings against the Manichæans, love for you has taken such a
place in us, that we seemed not so much to be acquiring a new
friendship as reviving an old affection. Now at length we address
you in writing; and though we are novices in expressing, we are not
novices in feeling love to you; and by communion of the spirit,
which is the inner man, we are as it were acquainted with you. Nor
is it strange that though distant we are near, though unknown we
are well known to each other; for we are members of one body,
having one Head, enjoying the effusion of the same grace, living by
the same bread, walking in the same way, and dwelling in the same
home. In short, in all that makes up our being,—in the whole
faith and hope by which we stand in the present life, or labour for
that which is to come,—we are both in the spirit and in the body
of Christ so united, that if we fell from this union we would cease
to be.
3. How small a thing, therefore, is that which our
bodily separation denies to us!—for it is nothing more than one
of those fruits that gratify the eyes, which are occupied only with
the things of time. And yet, perhaps, we should not number this
pleasure which in the body we enjoy among the blessings which are
only in time the portion of spiritual men, to whose bodies the
resurrection will impart immortality; as we, though in ourselves
unworthy, are bold to expect, through the merit of Christ and the
mercy of God the Father. Wherefore I pray that the grace of God by
our Lord Jesus Christ may grant unto us this favour too, that we
may yet see your face. Not only would this bring great
gratification to our desires; but by it illumination would be
brought to our minds, and our poverty would be enriched by your
abundance. This indeed you may grant to us even while we are absent
from you, especially on the present occasion, through our sons
Romanus and Agilis, beloved and most dear to us in the Lord (whom
as our second selves we commend to you), when they return to us in
the Lord’s name, after fulfilling the labour of love in which
they are engaged; in which work we beg that they may especially
enjoy the goodwill of your Charity. For you know what high rewards
the Most High promises to the brother who gives his brother help.
If you are pleased to impart to me any gift of the grace that has
been bestowed on you, you may safely do it through them; for,
believe me, they are of one heart and of one mind with us in the
Lord. May the grace of God always abide as it is with you, O
brother beloved, venerable, most dear, and longed for in Christ the
Lord! Salute on our behalf all the saints in Christ who are with
you, for doubtless such attach themselves to your fellowship;
commend us to them all, that they may, along with yourself,
remember us in prayer.