Chapter XXXI.
The opinion of Abbot Antony on the condition of
prayer.
And
that you may see the
character of true prayer I will give you not my own opinion but that of
the blessed Antony: whom we have known sometimes to have been so
persistent in prayer that often as he was praying in a transport of
mind, when the sunrise began to appear, we have heard him in the
fervour of his spirit declaiming: Why do you hinder me, O sun, who art
arising for this very purpose; viz., to withdraw me from the brightness
of this true light? And his also is this heavenly and more than human
utterance on the end of prayer: That is not, said he, a perfect prayer,
wherein a monk understands himself and the words which he prays. And if
we too, as far as our slender ability allows, may venture to add
anything to this splendid utterance, we will bring forward the marks of
prayer which are heard from the Lord, as far as we have tried
them.