I. How slow you
are, my friends and brethren, to come to listen to my words, though you
were so swift in tyrannizing over me, and tearing me from my Citadel
Solitude, which I had embraced in preference to everything
else, and as coadjutress and
mother of the divine ascent, and as deifying man, S. Gregory very
frequently uses this very strong expression to bring out the reality
and intimacy of the Christian’s Union with Christ as the result
of the sanctifying grace by which all the Baptized are made
“partakers of the Divine Nature” (2 Pet. i. 4). I had especially admired, and had set before
me as the guide of my whole life. The passage might also
be rendered “had preferred to every other kind of
life.” How is
it that, now you have got it, you thus despise what you so greatly
desired to obtain, and seem to be better able to desire the absent than
to enjoy the present; as though you preferred to possess my
teaching rather than to profit by it? Yes, I may even say
this to you: “I became a surfeit unto you before you tasted
of me, or gave me a trial” Isa. i. 14.—which is
most strange.