2. When they are asked the reason for this furious
and truceless war, they allege psalms and a kind of music varying from
the custom which has obtained among you, and similar pretexts of which
they ought to be ashamed. We are, moreover, accused because we
maintain men in the practice of true religion who have renounced the
world and all those cares of this life, which the Lord likens to thorns
that do not allow the word to bring forth fruit. Men of this kind
carry about in the body the deadness of Jesus; they have taken up their
own cross, and are followers of God. I would gladly give my life
if these really were my faults, and if I had men with me owning me as
teacher who had chosen this ascetic life. I hear that virtue of
this kind is to be found now in Egypt, and there are, peradventure,
some men in Palestine whose conversation follows the precepts of the
Gospel. I am told too that some perfect and blessed men are to be
found in Mesopotamia. We, in comparison with the perfect, are
children. But if women also have chosen to live the Gospel life,
preferring virginity to wedlock, leading captive the lust of the flesh,
and living in the mourning which is called blessed, they are blessed in
their profession wherever they are to be found. We, however, have
few instances of this to show, for with us people are still in an
elementary stage and are being gradually brought. to piety. If
any charges of disorder are brought against the life of our women I do
not undertake to defend them. One thing, however, I do say and
that is, that these bold hearts, these unbridled mouths are ever
fearlessly uttering what Satan, the father of lies, has hitherto been
unable to say. I wish you to know that we rejoice to have
assemblies of both men and women, whose conversation is in heaven and
who have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts thereof;
they take no thought for food and raiment, but remain undisturbed
beside their Lord, continuing night and day in prayer. Their lips
speak not of the deeds of men: they sing hymns to God
continually, working with their own hands that they may have to
distribute to them that need.