1. It has been
reported to me by Actiacus the deacon, that certain men have moved you
to anger against me, by falsely stating me to be ill-disposed towards
your excellency. I cannot be astonished at a man in your position
being followed by certain sycophants. High position seems to be
in some way naturally attended by miserable hangers-on of this
kind. Destitute as they are of any good quality of their own
whereby they may be known, they endeavour to recommend themselves by
means of other people’s ills. Peradventure, just as mildew
is a blight which grows in corn, so flattery stealing upon friendship
is a blight of friendship. So, as I said, I am by no means
astonished that these men should buzz about your bright and
distinguished hearth, as drones do about the hives. But what has
moved my wonderment, and has seemed altogether astounding, is that a
man like yourself, specially distinguished by the seriousness of your
character, should have been induced to give both your ears to these
people and to accept their calumny against me. From my youth up
to this my old age I have felt affection for many men, but I am not
aware that I have ever felt greater affection for any one than for your
excellency. Even had not my reason induced me to regard a man of
such a character, our intimacy from boyhood would have sufficed to
attach me to your soul. You know yourself how much custom has to
do with friendship. Pardon my deficiency, if I can show nothing
worthy of this preference. You will not ask some deed from me in
proof of my good will; you will be satisfied with a temper of mind
which assuredly prays for you that you may have all that is best.
May your fortunes never fall so low, as that you should need the aid of
any one so insignificant as myself!