from the Lord. And He hath addressed her as in a sense a harlot, to warn her to return: very
often by the Prophets doth He reproach her as a harlot, but yet not despaired of, for that
He who reproacheth the harlot hath in His Hands the cleansing of the harlot too.
3. For He doth not so reproach as to insult her; but He would bring her to confusion of
face to heal her. Vehement are the exclamations of Scripture, nor doth it deal softly by flattery
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with those whom it would by healing recover. “Ye adulterers, know ye not that the friend
of this world is constituted the enemy of God?”4204 The love of the world maketh the soul
adulterous, the love of the Framer of the world maketh the soul chaste; but unless she blush
for her corruption, she hath no desire to return to that chaste embrace. Be she confounded
that she may return, who was vaunting herself that she should not return. It was pride then
that hindered the soul’s return. But whoso reproacheth doth not cause the sin, but showeth
the sin. What the soul was loth to see, is placed before her eyes; and what she desired to have
behind her back, is brought before her face. See thyself in thyself. “Why seest thou the mote
in thy brother’s eye, but perceivest not the beam in thine own eye?”4205 The soul which
went away from herself, is recalled to herself. As she had gone away from herself, so went
she away from her Lord. For she had respect to herself, and pleased herself, and became
enamoured of her own power. She withdrew from him, and abode not in herself; and from
her own self she is repelled, and from herself shut out, and she falleth away unto things
without her. She loves the world, loves the things of time, loves earthly things; who if she
but loved herself to the neglect of Him by whom she was made, would at once be less, at
once fail by loving that which is less. For she is less than God; yea less by far, and by so much
less as the thing made is less than the Maker. It was God then That ought to have been loved,
yea in such wise ought God to be loved, that if it might be so, we should forget ourselves.
What then is this change? The soul hath forgotten herself, but by loving the world; let her
now forget herself, but by loving the world’s Maker. Driven away even from herself, I say,
she hath in a manner lost herself, and hath not skilled to see her own actions, she justifies
her iniquities; she is puffed up, and prides herself in insolence, in voluptuousness, in honours,
in posts of authority, in riches, in the power of vanity. She is reproved, rebuked, is shown
to herself, mislikes herself, confesses her deformity, longs for her first beauty, and she who
went away in profusion returns in confusion.4206
4. Seemeth he to pray against her, or for her, who says, “Fill their faces with shame”? It
seems to be an adversary, it seems an enemy. Hear what follows, and see whether a friend
can offer this prayer. “Fill,” says he, “their faces with shame, and they shall seek Thy Name,
O Lord.”4207 Did he hate them whose faces he desired to be filled with shame? See how he
4204 Jas. iv. 4.
4205 Matt. vii. 3.
4206 Quæ ibat effusa redit confusa.
4207 Ps. lxxxii. 17, Sept. (lxxxiii. 16, English version).
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On the same words of the Gospel, John xiv. 6, ‘I am the way,’ etc.