24. And the virgin, not hesitating about her
religion, but fearful as to her chastity, began to reflect, What am I
to do? Each crown, that of martyrdom and that of virginity, is
grudged me to-day. But the name of virgin is not acknowledged
where the Author of virginity is denied. How can one be a virgin
who cherishes a harlot? How can one be a virgin who loves
adulterers? How a virgin if she seeks for a lover? It is
preferable to have a virgin mind than a virgin body. Each is good
if each be possible; if it be not possible, let me be chaste, not to
man but to God. Rahab, too, was a harlot, but after she believed
in God, she found salvation. Jos. ii. 9. And
Judith adorned herself that she might please an adulterer, but because
she did this for religion and not for love, no one considered her an
adulteress. Judith x. This
instance turned out well. For if she who entrusted herself to
religion both preserved her chastity and her country, perhaps I, by
preserving my religion, shall also preserve my chastity. But if
Judith had preferred her chastity to her religion, when her country had
been lost, she would also have lost her chastity.