Chapter II.
The question of the aforesaid old man on the state of
our thoughts.
This
man then in his prayers by
day and night, and in fasts and vigils unweariedly entreated for inward
chastity of heart and soul, and seeing that he had obtained what he
wished and prayed for, and that all the passions of carnal
concupiscence in his heart were dead, was roused as it were by the
sweetest taste of purity, and inflamed by his zeal for
chastity towards a yet more ardent desire, and
began to apply himself to stricter fasts and prayers that the
mortification of this passion which by God’s grace had been
granted to his inner man, might be extended also so as to include
external purity, to such an extent that he might no longer be affected
by any simple and natural movement, such as is excited even in children
and infants. And by the experience of the gift he had obtained, which
he knew he had secured by no merit of his labours, but by the grace
God, he was the more ardently stimulated to obtain this also in like
manner, as he believed that God could much more easily tear up by the
roots this incitement of the flesh, (which even by man’s art and
skill is sometimes destroyed by potions and remedies or by the use of
the knife) since He had of His own free gift conferred that purity of
spirit which is a still greater thing, and which cannot be acquired by
human efforts and exertions. And when with unceasing supplications and
tears he was applying himself unweariedly to the petition he had
commenced, there came to him an angel in a vision by night, and seemed
to open his belly, and to remove from his bowels a sort of fiery
fleshly humour, and to cast it away, and restore everything to its
place as before; and “lo” he said, “the incitements
of your flesh are removed, and you may be sure that you have this day
obtained that lasting purity of body for which you have faithfully
asked.” It will be enough thus briefly to have told this of the
grace of God which was granted to this famous man in a special way. But
I deem it unnecessary to say anything of those virtues which he
possessed in common with other good men, for fear lest that particular
narrative on this man’s name might seem to deprive others of that
which is specially mentioned of him. Him therefore, as we were inflamed
with the greatest eagerness for conference with and instruction from
him, we arranged to visit in Lent; and when he had very quietly
inquired of us of the character of our thoughts and the state of our
inner man, and what help we had got towards its purity from our long
stay in the desert, we approached him with these
complaints: