Chapter II.
An investigation of the origin of a sudden change of
feeling from inexpressible joy to extreme dejection of mind.
So
then we asked this
blessed Daniel why it was that as we sat in the cells we were sometimes
filled with the utmost gladness of heart, together with inexpressible
delight and abundance of the holiest feelings, so that I will not say
speech
, but
feeling
could not follow it, and pure prayers
were readily breathed, and the mind being filled with spiritual fruits,
praying to God even in sleep could feel that its petitions rose lightly
and powerfully to God: and again, why it was that for no reason we were
suddenly filled with the utmost grief, and weighed down with
unreasonable depression, so that we not only felt as if we ourselves
were overcome with such feelings, but also our cell grew dreadful,
reading palled upon us, aye and our very prayers were offered up
unsteadily and vaguely, and almost as if we were intoxicated: so that
while we were groaning and endeavouring to restore ourselves to our
former disposition, our mind was unable to do this, and the more
earnestly it sought to fix again its gaze upon God, so was it the more
vehemently carried away to wandering thoughts by shifting aberrations
and so utterly deprived of all spiritual fruits, as not to be capable
of being roused from this deadly slumber even by the desire of the
kingdom of heaven, or by the fear of hell held out to it. To this he
replied.