Chapter II.
Of our coming to him.
When
then after no long time a
desire for holy instruction had urged us also to visit Egypt, we sought
him out with the utmost eagerness and devotion and were welcomed by him
with such kindness and courtesy that he actually honoured us, as former
sharers of the same cell with him, with a lodging in his own cell which
he had built in the furthest corner of his garden. And there when in
the presence of all the brethren at service he had delivered to one of
the brethren who was submitting to the rule of the monastery
sufficiently difficult and elevated precepts, which as we said, I
summarized as briefly as I could in the fourth book of the Institutes,
the heights of a true renunciation seemed to us so unattainable and so
marvellous that we did not think that such humble folks as we could
ever scale them. And therefore, cast down in despair, and not
concealing in our looks the inner bitterness of our thoughts, we came
back to the blessed old man with a tolerably anxious heart: and when he
at once asked the reason why we were so sad, Abbot Germanus groaned
deeply and replied as follows.