1. I have received
intelligence from those who come to me from Ancyra, and they are many
and more than I can count, but they all agree in what they say, that
you, a man very dear to me, (how can I speak so as to give no offence?)
do not mention me in very pleasant terms, nor yet in such as your
character would lead me to expect. I, however, learned long ago
the weakness of human nature, and its readiness to turn from one
extreme to another; and so, be well assured, nothing connected with it
can astonish me, nor does any change come quite unexpected.
Therefore that my lot should have changed for the worse, and that reproaches and insults
should have arisen in the place of former respect, I do not make much
ado. But one thing does really strike me as astonishing and
monstrous, and that is that it should be you who have this mind about
me, and go so far as to feel anger and indignation against me, and, if
the report of your hearers is to be believed, have already proceeded to
such extremities as to utter threats. At these threats, I will
not deny, I really have laughed. Truly I should have been but a
boy to be frightened at such bugbears. But it does seem to me
alarming and distressing that you, who, as I have trusted, are
preserved for the comfort of the churches, a buttress of the truth
where many fall away, and a seed of the ancient and true love, should
so far fall in with the present course of events as to be more
influenced by the calumny of the first man you come across than by your
long knowledge of me, and, without any proof, should be seduced into
suspecting absurdities.