Chapter III.
Of the different ways in which accidie overcomes a
monk.
And
so the wretched soul,
embarrassed by such contrivances of the enemy, is disturbed, until,
worn out by the spirit of accidie, as by some strong battering ram, it
either learns to sink into slumber, or, driven out from the confinement
of its cell, accustoms itself to seek for consolation under these
attacks in visiting some brother, only to be afterwards weakened the
more by this remedy which it seeks for the present. For more frequently
and more severely will the enemy attack one who, when the battle is
joined, will as he well knows immediately turn his back, and whom he
sees to look for safety neither in victory nor in fighting but in
flight: until little by little he is drawn away from his cell, and
begins to forget the object of his profession, which is nothing but
meditation and contemplation of that divine purity which excels all
things, and which can only be gained by silence and continually
remaining in the cell, and by meditation, and so the soldier of Christ
becomes a runaway from His service, and a deserter, and
“entangles himself in secular business,” without at all
pleasing Him to whom he engaged himself.
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2 Tim. ii. 4
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