Ep. XXIX.
(Of the same year. Here Cæsarius had
bequeathed all his property to the poor; but
his house had been looted by his servants, and
his friends could only find a comparatively small sum. Besides
this a number of persons, shortly afterwards, presented themselves as
creditors of his estate, and their claims, though incapable of proof,
were paid. Then others kept coming forward, until at last the
family refused to admit any more. Then a lawsuit was
threatened. Gregory intensely disliking all this, and dreading
moreover the scandal which might be caused by legal proceedings, writes
as follows to the Prefect.)
You see how matters stand with me, and how the circle of
human affairs goes round, now some now others flourishing or the
reverse, and neither prosperity nor adversity remaining constant with
us, as the saying is, but ever changing and altering, so that one might
trust the breezes, or letters written in the waters, rather than human
prosperity. For what reason is this? I think it is in order
that by the contemplation of the uncertainty and anomaly of all these
things we may learn the rather to have recourse to God and to the
future, giving scanty thoughts to shadows and dreams. But what
has produced this talk, for it is not without a cause that I thus
philosophize, and I am not idly boasting?
Cæsarius was once one of your not least
distinguished friends; indeed, unless my brotherly affection deceives
me, he was one of your most distinguished, for he was remarkably well
informed, and for gentlemanly conduct was above the average, and was
celebrated for the number of his friends; among the very first of
these, as he always thought and as he persuaded me, Your Excellency
held the first place. These are old stories, and you will add to
them of your own accord in rendering honours to his memory; for it is
human nature to add something to the praises of the departed. But
now (that you may not pass over this story without a tear, or that you
may weep to some good and useful purpose), he lies dead, friendless,
solitary, pitiable, deemed worthy of a little myrrh (if even of so
much), and of the last small coverings, and it is much that he has
found even thus much compassion. But his enemies, as I hear, have
fallen upon his estate, and from all quarters with great violence are
plundering it, or are about to do so. O cruelty! O
savagery! And there is no one to hinder them; but even the
kindest of his friends only calls upon the laws as his utmost
favour. If I may put it concisely, I am become a mere drama, who
once was wont to be happy. Do not let this seem to you to be
tolerable, but help me by sympathy and by sharing my indignation, and
do right by the dead Cæsarius. Yes, in the name of
friendship herself; yes, by all that you hold dearest; by your hope
(which may you make secure by shewing yourself faithful and true to the
departed), I pray you do this kindness to the living, and make them of
good hope. Do you think that I am grieved about the money?
It would have been a more intolerable disgrace to me if Cæsarius
alone, who thought he had so many friends, turned out to have
none. Such is my request, and from such a cause does it arise,
for perhaps my affairs are not altogether matters of indifference to
you. In what you will assist me, and by what means, and how, the
matter itself will suggest and your wisdom will consider.