Chapter VI.
That vainglory is not altogether got rid of by the
advantages of solitude.
In
solitude also it does
not cease from pursuing him who has for the sake of glory fled from
intercourse with all men. And the more thoroughly a man has shunned the
whole world, so much the more keenly does it pursue him. It tries to
lift up with pride one man because of his great endurance of work and
labour, another because of his extreme readiness to obey, another
because he outstrips other men in humility. One man is tempted through
the extent of his knowledge, another through the extent of his reading,
another through the length of his vigils. Nor does this malady
endeavour to wound a man except through his virtues; introducing
hindrances which lead to death by means of those very things through
which the supplies of life are sought. For when men are anxious to walk
in the path of holiness and perfection, the enemies do not lay their
snares to deceive them anywhere except in the way along which they
walk, in accordance with that saying of the blessed David: “In
the way wherein I walked have they laid a snare for me;”
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that in this very way of virtue along which
we are walking, when pressing on to “the prize of our high
calling,”
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we may be elated
by our successes, and so sink down, and fall with the feet of our soul
entangled and caught in the snares of vainglory. And so it results that
those of us who could not be vanquished in the conflict with the foe
are overcome by the very greatness of our triumph, or else (which is
another kind of deception) that, overstraining the limits of that
self-restraint which is possible to us, we fail of perseverance in our
course on account of bodily weakness.
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Ps. cxli.
(cxlii.) 4
.
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Phil. iii. 14
.