37. I know, O Lord God Almighty, that I owe
Thee, as the chief duty of my life, the devotion of all my words and
thoughts to Thyself. The gift of speech which Thou hast bestowed
can bring me no higher reward than the opportunity of service in
preaching Thee and displaying Thee as Thou art, as Father and Father of
God the Only-begotten, to the world in its blindness and the heretic in
his rebellion. But this is the mere expression of my own desire;
I must pray also for the gift of Thy help and compassion, that the
breath of Thy Spirit may fill the sails of faith and confession which I
have spread, and a favouring wind be sent to forward me on my voyage of
instruction. We can trust the promise of Him Who said, Ask,
and it shall be given you, seek, and ye shall find, knock, and it shall
be opened unto you St. Luke xi. 9.; and we in our want
shall pray for the things we need. We shall bring an untiring
energy to the study of Thy Prophets and Apostles, and we shall knock
for entrance at every gate of hidden knowledge, but it is Thine to
answer the prayer, to grant the thing we seek, to open the door on
which we beat. Our minds are born with dull and clouded vision,
our feeble intellect is penned within the barriers of an impassable
ignorance concerning things Divine; but the study of Thy revelation
elevates our soul to the comprehension of sacred truth, and submission
to the faith is the path to a certainty beyond the reach of unassisted
reason.