How do you think my heart
was pained at hearing of the slanders heaped on me by some of those
that feel no fear of the Judge, who “shall destroy them that
speak leasing”?
Ps. v. 6. I spent
nearly the whole night sleepless, thinking of your words of love; so
did grief lay hold upon my heart of hearts. For verily, in the
words of Solomon, slander humbleth a man. συκοφαντία
ἄνδρα
ταπεινοῖ, for
Eccles. vii. 7, LXX. συκοφαντία
περιδέρει
σοφόν: oppression maketh a
wise man mad, A.V.; extortion maketh a wise man foolish,
R.V. And no man is so void of feeling as
not to be touched at heart, and bowed down to the ground, if he falls
in with lips prone to lying. But we must needs put up with all
things and endure all things, after committing our vindication to the
Lord. He will not despise us; for “he that oppresseth the
poor reproacheth his Maker.”
Prov. xiv.
31. They,
however, who have patched up this new tragedy of blasphemy seem to have
lost all belief in the Lord, Who has declared that we must give account
at the day of judgment even for an idle word.
Matt. xii.
36. And I, tell me, I anathematized the
right blessed Dianius? For this is what they have said against
me. Where? When? In whose presence? On what
pretext? In mere spoken words, or in writing? Following
others, or myself the author and originator of the deed? Alas
for the impudence of men who make no difficulty at saying
anything! Alas for their contempt of the judgment of
God! Unless, indeed, they add this further to their fiction,
that they make me out to have been once upon a time so far out of my
mind as not to know what I was saying. For so long as I have
been in my senses I know that I never did anything of the kind, or
had the least wish to do so. What I am, indeed, conscious of
is this; that from my earliest childhood I was brought up in love
for him, thought as I gazed at him how venerable he looked, how
dignified, how truly reverend. Then when I grew older I began
to know him by the good qualities of his soul, and took delight in
his society, gradually learning to perceive the simplicity,
nobility, and liberality of his character, and all his most
distinctive qualities, his gentleness of soul, his mingled
magnanimity and meekness, the seemliness of his conduct, his control
of temper, the beaming cheerfulness and affability which he combined
with majesty of demeanour. From all this I counted him among
men most illustrious for high character.