1. Did but my
health allow of my being able to undertake a journey without
difficulty, and of putting up with the inclemency of the winter, I
should, instead of writing, have travelled to your excellency in
person, and this for two reasons. First to pay my old debt, for I
know that I promised to come to Sebastia and to have the pleasure of
seeing your excellency; I did indeed come, but I failed to meet you
because I arrived a little later than your lordship; secondly, to be my
own ambassador, because I have hitherto shrunk from sending, from the
idea that I am too insignificant to win such a boon, and at the same
time reckoning that no one by merely writing would be so likely to
persuade any one of public or private rank, in behalf of any one, as by
a personal interview, in which one might clear up some points in the
charges, as to others make entreaty, and for others implore pardon;
none of which ends can be easily achieved by a letter. Now
against all this I can only set one thing, your most excellent self;
and because it will suffice to tell you my mind in the matter, and all
that is wanting you will add of yourself, I have ventured to write as I
do.