72. My tears shall therefore cease, or if they
cannot cease, I will weep for thee, my brother, in the common sorrow,
and will hide my private groaning in the public grief. For how
can my tears wholly cease, since they break forth at every utterance of
thy name, or when my very habitual actions arouse thy memory, or when
my affection pictures thy likeness, or when recollection renews my
grief. For how canst thou be absent who art again made present in
so many occupations? Thou art present, I say, and art always
brought before me, and with my whole mind and soul do I embrace thee,
gaze upon thee, address thee, kiss thee; I grasp thee whether in the
gloomy night or in the clear light, when thou vouch-safest to revisit
and console me sorrowing. And now the very nights which used to
seem irksome in thy lifetime, because they denied us the power of
looking on each other; and sleep itself, lately, the odious interrupter
of our converse, have commenced to be sweet, because they restore thee
to me. They, then, are not wretched but blessed whose mutual
presence fails not, whose care for each other is not lessened, whose
mutual esteem is increased. For sleep is a likeness and image of
death.