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your messenger, and minister to my needs.” (Philip. ii. 25.) “For indeed he was sick, nigh
unto death; but God had mercy on him, and not on him only, but on me also.” (Philip. ii.
27.) So that they were subject to every sort of sickness. What then? must they die? By no
means. For what cause then did Christ at that time give them that command? To show His
own power, and to prove that in after times He was able to do it, though He did it not. But
wherefore did He not do it? They were much more admirable than the Israelites, whose
shoes did not wax old, neither their garments, and that too whilst they were journeying
through that desert where the glowing rays of the sun strike so hot, that they are capable of
consuming even stones. (Ref. to Deut. xxix. 5.) Why then did he do this? For thy sake. For
since thou wouldest not remain in health, but be full of wounds, He gave you that which
might serve for medicine. And this is hence manifest; could He not Himself have fed them?
He that gave to thee, who wast an enemy with Him, would He not much more have given
to Paul? He who gave to the Israelites, those murmurers, those fornicators, those idolaters,
would He not much more have given to Peter, who spent all for His sake? He who suffered
wicked men to possess aught, would He not much more have freely given to John, who for
Him forsook even his father? Yet he would not: through your hands he feeds them, that you
may be sanctified. And see the excess of His lovingkindness. He chose that His disciples
should be in want, that thou mightest be a little refreshed.
For if He had freed them from all want, they would have been much more admirable,
far more glorious. But then that which is to thee salvation would have been cut off. God
willed not then that they should be admirable, that thou mightest be saved, but that they
should rather be lowered. He hath suffered them to be less accounted of, that thou mightest
be able to be saved. The Teacher who receiveth is not equally reverenced, but he who receives
not is chiefly honored. But then in the latter case the disciple is not benefited, he is hindered
of his fruit. Seest thou the wisdom of God who thus loveth man? For as He Himself sought
not His own glory, nor had respect to Himself, but when He was in glory, chose to be dis-
honored for thy sake, thus too is it in the case of your Teachers. When they might have been
highly reverenced, He preferred that they should be subject to contempt for thy sake, that
thou mightest be able to profit, that thou mightest be able to be rich. For he is in want of
the things of this life, that you may abound in things spiritual. If then He might have made
them above all want, He showed that for thy sake He suffers them to be in want. Knowing
then these things, let us turn ourselves to well doing, not to accusations. Let us not be
overcurious about the failings of others, but take account of our own; let us reckon up the
excellences of other men, while we bear in mind our faults; and thus shall we be well pleasing
to God. For he who looks at the faults of others, and at his own excellences, is injured in
two ways; by the latter he is carried up to arrogance, through the former he falls into listless-
ness. For when he perceives that such an one hath sinned, very easily will he sin himself;
when he perceives that he hath in aught excelled, very easily becometh he arrogant. He who
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