I am really under no obligation
to publish my own mind to you, or to state the reasons for my present
sojourn where I am; it is not my custom to indulge in self
advertisement, nor is the matter worth publicity. I am not, I
think, following my own inclinations; I am answering the challenge of
your leaders. I have always striven to be ignored more earnestly
than popularity hunters strive after notoriety. But, I am told,
the ears of everybody in your town are set a thrilling, while
certain tale-mongers,
creators of lies, hired for this very work, are giving you a history of
me and my doings. I therefore do not think that I ought to
overlook your being exposed to the teaching of vile intention and foul
tongue; I think that I am bound to tell you myself in what position I
am placed. From my childhood I have been familiar with this spot,
for here I was brought up by my grandmother; Macrina, at
her residence at Annesi.
hither I have often retreated, and here I have spent many years, when
endeavouring to escape from the hubbub of public affairs, for
experience has taught me that the quiet and solitude of the spot are
favourable to serious thought. Moreover as my
brothers
cf. Ep. ccxvi., where he speaks of going to the
house of his brother Peter near Neocæsarea. One of the
five brothers apparently died young, as the property of the elder
Basil was at his death, before 340, divided into nine portions,
i.e. among the five daughters and four surviving sons, the
youngest, Peter, being then an infant. (Greg. Nyss.
Vita Mac. 186.) Naucratius, the second son, was
killed by an accident while hunting, c. 357. Gregory of Nyssa
must, therefore, be referred to in the text, if by
“brothers” is meant brothers in blood. Was it to
Peter’s “cottage” or some neighbouring dwelling
that Gregory fled when he escaped from the police of the Vicar
Demosthenes, in order not to obey the summons of Valens to his synod
at Ancrya? Is the cottage of Peter “some quiet
spot” of Ep. ccxxv.? The plural
ἀδελφῶν might be used
conventionally, or understood to include Peter and a sister or
sisters. are now living
here, I have gladly retired to this retreat, and have taken a brief
breathing time from the press of the labours that beset me, not as a
centre from which I might give trouble to others, but to indulge my
own longing.