Chapter XXV.
A description of carnal pride, and of the evils which it
produces in the soul of a monk.
This
carnal pride
therefore, of which we spoke, when it has gained an entrance into the
heart of a monk, which is but lukewarm, and has made a bad start in
renouncing the world, does not suffer him to stoop from his former
state of worldly haughtiness to the true humility of Christ, but first
of all makes him disobedient and rough; then it does not let him be
gentle and kindly; nor allows him to be on a level with and like his
brethren: nor does it permit him to be stripped and deprived of his
worldly goods, as God and our Saviour commands: and, though
renunciation of the world is nothing but the mark of mortification and
the cross, and cannot begin or rise from any other foundations, but
these; viz., that a man should recognize that he is not merely
spiritually dead to the deeds of this world, but also should realize
daily that he must die in the body—it makes him on the contrary
hope for a long life, and sets before him many lengthy infirmities, and
covers him with shame and confusion. If when stripped of everything he
has begun to be supported by the property of others and not his own, it
persuades him that it is much better for food and clothing to be
provided for him by his own rather than by another’s means
according to that text (which, as was before said,
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those
who are rendered dense through such
dulness and coldness of heart, cannot possibly understand), “It
is more blessed to give than to receive.”
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See Book X. c.
xviii.
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Acts xx. 35
.