1. After receiving
the letter of your holiness, in which you said you would not come, I
was most anxious to set out for Nicopolis, but I have grown weaker in
my wish and have remembered all my infirmity. I bethought me,
too, of the lack of seriousness in the conduct of those who invited
me. They gave me a casual invitation by the hands of our reverend
brother Hellenius, the surveyor of customs at Nazianzus, but they never
took the trouble to send a messenger to remind me, or any one to escort
me. As, for my sins, I was an object of suspicion to them, I
shrank from sullying the brightness of their meeting by my
presence. In company with your excellency I do not shrink from
stripping for even serious trials of strength; but apart from you I
feel myself hardly equal even to looking at every day troubles.
Since, then, my meeting with them was intended to be about Church
affairs, I let the time of the festival go by, and put off the meeting
to a period of rest and freedom from distraction, and have decided to
go to Nicopolis to discuss the needs of the Churches with the godly
bishop Meletius, in case he should decline to go to Samosata. If
he agrees, I shall hasten to meet him, provided this is made clear to
me by both of you, by him in reply to me (for I have written), and by
your reverence.