Chapter XVIII.
A question whether we should be drawn back to our
country by a proper desire for greater silence.
Germanus
: Among other kinds of
illusions and mistakes on our part, which by the vain promise of
spiritual advantages have fired us with a longing for our country (as
your holiness has discovered by the keen insight of your mind), this
stands out as the principal reason, that sometimes we are beset by our
brethren and cannot possibly continue in unbroken solitude and
continual silence, as we should like. And by this the course and
measure of our daily abstinence, which we always want to maintain
undisturbed for the chastening of our body, is sure to be interfered
with on the arrival of some of the brethren. And this we certainly feel
would never happen in our own country, where it is impossible to find
anyone, or scarcely anyone who adopts this manner of life.