19.  You have now, my friends, heard the defence of my presence here:  if it be deserving of praise, thanks are due for it to God, and to you who called me; if it has fallen below your expectation, I give thanks even on this behalf.  For I am assured that it has not been altogether deserving of censure, and am confident that you also admit this.  Have we at all made a gain 2 Cor. xii. 17. of this people?  Have we consulted at all our own interests, as I see is most often the case?  Have we caused any vexation to the Church?  To others possibly, with whose idea that they had gained judgment against us by default, we have joined issue in our argument; but in no wise, as far as I am aware, to you.  I have taken no ox of yours, 1 Kings xii. 2. says the great Samuel, in his contention against Israel on the subject of the king, nor any propitiation for your souls, the Lord is witness among you, nor this, nor that, proceeding at greater length, that I may not count up every particular; but I have kept the priesthood pure and unalloyed.  And if I have loved power, or the height of a throne, or to tread Kings’ courts, may I never possess any distinction, or if I gain it, may I be hurled from it.