It is now near
twenty years since I wrote and published a Discourse concerning Communion
with God. Of what use and advantage it hath been to any, as to
their furtherance in the design aimed at therein, is left unto them to
judge by whom it hath been perused with any candid diligence; and I do know
that multitudes of persons fearing God, and desiring to walk before him in
sincerity, are ready, if occasion require, to give testimony unto the
benefit which they have received thereby; — as I can also at any time
produce the testimonies of [as] learned and holy persons, it may be, as any
I know living, both in England and out of it, who, owning the truth
contained in it, have highly avowed its usefulness, and are ready yet so to
do. With all other persons, so far as ever I heard, it passed at the rate
of a tolerable acceptation with discourses of the same kind and nature.
And however any thing or passage in it might not, possibly, suit the
apprehensions of some, yet, being wholly practical, designed for popular
edification, without any direct engagement into things controversial, I
looked for no opposition unto it or exception against it; but that it would
at least be suffered to pass at that rate of allowance which is universally
granted unto that sort of writings, both of ancient and modern authors.
Accordingly it so fell out, and continued for many years; until some
persons began to judge it their interest, and to make it their business, to
cavil at my writings, and to load my person with reproaches. With what
little success, as to their avowed designs, they have laboured therein, —
how openly their endeavours are sunk into contempt with all sorts of
persons pretending unto the least sobriety or modesty, — I suppose they are
not themselves altogether insensible. Among the things which this sort of
men sought to make an advantage of against me, I found that two or three of
them began to reflect on that discourse; though it appeared they had not satisfied themselves what as yet to fix upon, their
nibbling cavils being exceedingly ridiculous.