The city of Athens at this time was full of dangerous
distractions for young men; feasts, theatres, assemblies, wine parties,
etc. Gregory and his friend resolved to renounce all these, and
to allow themselves to know only two roads—one, that which led to
the Church and its holy teachers; the other, that which took them to
their University lectures. Amongst other famous students of
Gregory’s day was Prince Julian, afterwards the Emperor who
apostatized and endeavoured to restore the ancient heathenism, and
galvanize it into something like a new life. Gregory claims even
at this early period to have foreseen and dreaded the result of
Julian’s accession. “I had long foreseen,” he
says, “how matters would be, from the time that I was with him at
Athens. He had come there shortly after the violent measures
against his brother, having asked permission of the Emperor to do
so. He had two reasons for this sojourn—the one more
honest, namely, to visit Greece and its schools, the other more secret
and known only to a few persons, namely, to consult with the heathen
priests and charlatans about his plans, because his wickedness was not
as yet declared. Even then I made no bad guess about the man,
although I am not one of those skilled in such matters; but I was made
a prophet by the unevenness of his disposition and the very unsettled
condition of his mind. I used these very words about him:
‘What an evil the Roman State is nourishing,’ though
I prefaced them with a wish that I might prove a false prophet.”
(Orat. V. 23, 24.) Gregory
must have been a long time at Athens. He seems to have gone there
at about the age of eighteen, and not to have left till he was past
thirty. Basil left before him and returned to Cappadocia, and as
soon as he could follow he went to Constantinople, where he met his
brother, who had just come there to practice as a Court Physician, but
resolved to throw up his practice and return with his brother to
Nazianzus. They found their parents still living and their father
occupying the Episcopal Throne. From this time onward Gregory
divided his time between his parents and his friend, living partly at
Arianzus, and partly with Basil in Pontus, in monastic seclusion.
At his Baptism, which it seems most probable took place at this period,
he made a solemn vow never to swear, and to devote his whole energies
and powers solely to the glory of God, and the defence and spreading of
the faith. Cæsarius did not remain long in the retirement of
home, but soon returned to the Capital, where a brilliant career seemed
opening before him. Gregory, whose mind was strongly impressed
with the dangers and temptations of a life at Court, did not altogether
approve of this step, yet he does not very severely blame it. He
himself, however, felt very strongly drawn to the monastic life; but as
retirement from the world did not seem to him to be his vocation, he
resolved to continue to live in the world, and to be a help and support
to his now aged parents, and especially to his father in the duties of
his Episcopate, but at the same time to live under the strictest
ascetic rule. He had, however, always a secret hankering after
the Solitary life, which he had once (Ep. i.) promised Basil to share
with him; and he did find himself able for some years to spend part of
his time with his friend in his retirement in the wilds of
Pontus. They portioned out their days very carefully between
prayer, meditation and study, and manual labour, on the principles laid
down by Basil in a letter to his friend, which afterwards were
developed into the celebrated Rule still observed by the entire body of
the Religious of the Eastern Church. Retirement, he says, does
not consist in the act of removal from the world in bodily presence,
but in this, that we tear away the soul from those bodily influences
which stir up the passions; that we give up our parental city and our
father’s house, our possessions and goods, friendship and
wedlock, business and profession, art and science, and everything, and
are quite ready to take into our hearts nothing but the impressions of
the divine teaching.