25. Upon our return, after a slight
indulgence to the world and the stage, sufficient to gratify the
general desire, not from any inclination to theatrical display, we soon
became independent, and, after being promoted from the rank of
beardless boys to that of men, made bold advances along the road of
philosophy, for though no longer together, since envy would not allow
this, we were united by our eager desire. The city of
Cæsarea took possession of him, as a second founder and patron,
but in course of time he was occasionally absent, as a matter of
necessity due to our separation, and with a view to our determined
course of philosophy. Dutiful attendance on my aged parents, and
a succession of misfortunes kept me apart from him, perhaps without
right or justice, but so it was. And to this cause I am inclined
to ascribe all the inconsistency and difficulty which have befallen my
life, and the hindrances in the way of philosophy, which have been
unworthy of my desire and purpose. But as for my fate, let it
lead whither God pleases, only may its course be the better for his
intercessions. As regards himself, the manifold love of God
toward man, Tit. iii. 4. and His
providential care for our race did, after shewing forth his merits
under many intervening circumstances with ever greater brilliancy, set
him up as a conspicuous and celebrated light for the Church, by
advancing him to the holy thrones of the priesthood, to blaze forth,
through the single city of Cæsarea, to the whole world. And
in what manner? Not by precipitate advancement, nor by at once
cleansing and making him wise, as is the wont of many present
candidates for preferment: but bestowing upon him the honour in
the due order of spiritual advancement.