53. My will, therefore, He took to Himself, my
grief. In confidence I call it grief, because I preach His
Cross. Mine is the will which He called His own, for as man He
bore my grief, as man He spake, and therefore said, “Not as I
will, but as Thou wilt.” Mine was the grief, and mine the
heaviness with which He bore it, for no man exults when at the point to
die. With me and for me He suffers, for me He is sad, for me He
is heavy. In my stead, therefore, and in me He grieved Who had no
cause to grieve for Himself.