Chapter VI.—Faustus Was Indeed an
Elegant Speaker, But Knew Nothing of the Liberal
Sciences.
10. And for nearly the whole of those nine
years during which, with unstable mind, I had been their follower,
I had been looking forward with but too great eagerness for the
arrival of this same Faustus. For the other members of the sect
whom I had chanced to light upon, when unable to answer the
questions I raised, always bade me look forward to his coming,
when, by discoursing with him, these, and greater difficulties if I
had them, would be most easily and amply cleared away. When at last
he did come, I found him to be a man of pleasant speech, who spoke
of the very same things as they themselves did, although more
fluently, and in better language. But of what profit to me was the
elegance of my cup-bearer, since he offered me not the more
precious draught for which I thirsted? My ears were already
satiated with similar things; neither did they appear to me more
conclusive, because better expressed; nor true, because oratorical;
nor the spirit necessarily wise, because the face was comely and
the language eloquent. But they who extolled him to me were not
competent judges; and therefore, as he was possessed of suavity of
speech, he appeared to them to be prudent and wise. Another sort of
persons, however, was, I was aware, suspicious even of truth
itself, if enunciated in smooth and flowing language. But me, O my
God, Thou hadst already instructed by wonderful and mysterious
ways, and therefore I believe that Thou instructedst me because it
is truth; nor of truth is there any other teacher—where or
whencesoever it may shine upon us
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—but Thee. From Thee, therefore, I
had now learned, that because a thing is eloquently expressed, it
should not of necessity seem to be true; nor, because uttered with
stammering lips, should it be false nor, again, perforce true,
because unskilfully delivered; nor consequently untrue, because the
language is fine; but that wisdom and folly are as food both
wholesome and unwholesome, and courtly or simple words as town-made
or rustic vessels,—and both kinds of food may be served in either
kind of dish.
11. That eagerness, therefore, with which I
had so long waited for this man was in truth delighted with his
action and feeling when disputing, and the fluent and apt words
with which he clothed his ideas. I was therefore filled with joy,
and joined with others (and even exceeded them) in exalting and
praising him. It was, however, a source of annoyance to me that I
was not allowed at those meetings of his auditors to introduce and
impart
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any of those
questions that troubled me in familiar exchange of arguments with
him. When I might speak, and began, in conjunction with my friends,
to engage his attention at such times as it was not unseeming for
him to enter into a discussion with me,
and had mooted such questions as
perplexed me, I discovered him first to know nothing of the liberal
sciences save grammar, and that only in an ordinary way. Having,
however, read some of Tully’s
Orations
, a very few books
of Seneca and some of the poets, and such few volumes of his own
sect as were written coherently in Latin, and being day by day
practised in speaking, he so acquired a sort of eloquence, which
proved the more delightful and enticing in that it was under the
control of ready tact, and a sort of native grace. Is it not even
as I recall, O Lord my God, Thou judge of my conscience? My heart
and my memory are laid before Thee, who didst at that time direct
me by the inscrutable mystery of Thy Providence, and didst set
before my face those vile errors of mine, in order that I might see
and loathe them.
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“This was the old fashion of the East, where the
scholars had liberty to ask questions of their masters, and to move
doubts as the professors were reading, or so soon as the lecture
was done. Thus did our Saviour with the doctors (
Luke ii.
46
). So it is still in
some European Universities.”—W. W.