never return to it, nor see its soil again, but I shall in future utterly disown it, and enrol
myself a member of some other city; for God forbid that I should ever belong to that country,
which you, the most mild and merciful of all men, refuse to admit to peace and reconciliation!
18. Having said this, and much more to the same effect, he so overcame the Emperor,
that the same thing occurred which once happened to Joseph. For just as he, when he beheld
his brethren, longed to shed tears, but restrained his feeling, in order that he might not spoil
the part which he was playing;1865 even so did the Emperor mentally weep, but did not let
it be seen, for the sake of those who were present. He was not, however, able to conceal the
feeling at the close of the conference; but betrayed himself, though against his will. For after
this speech was finished, no further words were necessary, but he gave utterance to one only
sentiment, which did him much more honour than the diadem. And what was that? “How,
said he, “can it be any thing wonderful or great, that we should remit our anger against those
who have treated us with indignity; we, who ourselves are but men; when the Lord of the
universe, having come as He did on earth, and having been made a servant for us, and cru-
cified by those who had experienced His kindness, besought the Father on behalf of His
crucifiers, saying, “Forgive them, for they know not what they do?”1866 What marvel, then,
if we also should forgive our fellow-servants! And that these words were not a pretence was
proved by all that followed. And not the least, that particular circumstance which I am now
about to mention; for this our priest, when he would have remained there, and celebrated
the feast together with himself, he urged, though contrary to what he would have wished,—to
use all speed, and diligence, to present himself to his fellow-citizens. “I know,” said he, “that
their souls are still agitated; and that there are many relics of the calamity left. Go, give them
consolation! If they see the helmsman, they will no longer remember the storm that has
passed away; but all recollection of these sorrowful events will be effaced!” And when the
Priest was urgent, entreating him to send his own son, he, wishing to give the most satisfact-
ory proof of his having entirely blotted out from his soul every wrathful feeling, answered;
“Pray that these hindrances may be taken out of the way; that these wars may be put an end
to;1867 and then I will certainly come myself.”
19. What could be gentler than such a soul? Let the Gentiles henceforward be ashamed;
or rather, instead of being ashamed, let them be instructed; and leaving their native error,
let them come back1868 to the strength of Christianity, having learned what our philosophy
is, from the example of the Emperor and of the Priest! For our most pious Emperor stayed
1865 τὴν ὑπόκρισιν, i.e., his counterfeited ignorance of his brethren.
1866 Luke xxiii. 34.
1867 The allusion is to the war with Maximus, who had been acknowledged Emperor of Spain, Gaul and
Britain, but was now trying to wrest Italy from the rule of Valentinian II.
1868 As being God’s creatures, and having departed from Him.
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