I naturally forget very
easily, and I have had lately many things to do, and so my natural
infirmity is increased. I have no doubt, therefore, that you have
written to me, although I have no recollection of having received any
letter from your excellency; for I am sure you would not state what is
not the case. But for there having been no reply, it is not I
that am in fault; the guilt lies with him who did not ask for
one. Now, however, you have this letter, containing my defence
for the past and affording ground for a second greeting. So, when
you write to me, do not suppose that you are taking the initiative in
another correspondence. You are only discharging your proper
obligation in this. For really, although this letter of mine is a
return for a previous one of yours, as it is more than twice as bulky,
it will fulfil a double purpose. You see to what sophisms my
idleness drives me. But, my dear Sir, do not in a few words bring
serious charges, indeed the most serious of all. Forgetfulness of
one’s friends, and neglect of them arising from high place, are
faults which involve every kind of wrong. Do we fail to
love according to the
commandment of the Lord? Then we lose the distinctive mark
imprinted on us. Are we puffed to repletion with empty pride and
arrogance? Then we fall into the inevitable condemnation of the
devil. If, then, you use these words because you held such
sentiments about me, pray that I may flee from the wickedness which you
have found in my ways; if, however, your tongue shaped itself to these
words, in a kind of inconsiderate conventionality, I shall console
myself, and ask you to be good enough to adduce some tangible proof of
your allegations. Be well assured of this, that my present
anxiety is an occasion to me of humility. I shall begin to forget
you, when I cease to know myself. Never, then, think that because
a man is a very busy man he is a man of faulty
character.