7. For nothing seemed to me so desirable as
to close the doors of my senses, and, escaping from the flesh and the
world, collected within myself, having no further connection than was
absolutely necessary with human affairs, and speaking to myself and to
God, 1 Cor. xiv. 28. to live superior to visible things, ever
preserving in myself the divine impressions pure and unmixed with the
erring tokens of this lower world, and both being, and constantly
growing more and more to be, a real unspotted mirror of God and divine
things, as light is added to light, and what was still dark grew
clearer, enjoying already by hope the blessings of the world to come,
roaming about with the angels, even now being above the earth by having
forsaken it, and stationed on high by the Spirit. If any of you
has been possessed by this longing, he knows what I mean and will
sympathise with my feelings at that time. For, perhaps, I ought
not to expect to persuade most people by what I say, since they are
unhappily disposed to laugh at such things, either from their own
thoughtlessness, or from the influence of men unworthy of the promise,
who have bestowed upon that which is good an evil name, calling
philosophy nonsense, aided by envy and the evil tendencies of the mob,
who are ever inclined to grow worse: so that they are constantly
occupied with one of two sins, either the commission of evil, or the
discrediting of good.