Homily XVIII. is on the martyr Gordius, who was a
native of Cæsarea, and was degraded from his rank of centurion
when Licinius removed Christians from the army. Gordius retired
into the wilderness, and led the life of an anchorite. One day
there was a great festival at Cæsarea in honour of Mars.
There were to be races in the theatre, and thither the whole population
trooped. Not a Jew, not a heathen, was wanting. No small
company of Christians had joined the crowd, men of careless life,
sitting in the assembly of folly, and not shunning the counsel of the
evil-doers, to see the speed of the horses and the skill of the
charioteers. Masters had given their slaves a holiday. Even
boys ran from their schools to the show. There was a multitude of
common women of the lower ranks. The stadium was packed, and
every one was gazing intently on the races. Then that noble man,
great of heart and great of courage, came down from the uplands into
the theatre. He took no thought of the mob. He did not heed
how many hostile hands he met.…In a moment the whole theatre
turned to stare at the extraordinary sight. The man looked wild
and savage. From his long sojourn in the mountains his head was
squalid, his beard long, his dress filthy. His body was like a
skeleton. He carried a stick and a wallet. Yet there was a
certain grace about him, shining from the unseen all around him.
He was recognised. A great shout arose. Those who shared
his faith clapped for joy, but the enemies of the truth urged the
magistrate to put in force the penalty he had incurred, and condemned
him beforehand to die. Then an universal shouting arose all
round. Nobody looked at the horses—nobody at the
charioteers. The exhibition of the chariots was mere idle
noise. Not an eye but was wholly occupied with looking at
Gordius, not an ear wanted to hear anything but his words. Then a
confused murmur, running like a wind through all the theatre, sounded
above the din of the course. Heralds were told to proclaim
silence. The pipes were hushed, and all the band stopped in a
moment. Gordius was being listened to; Gordius was the centre of
all eyes, and in a moment he was dragged before the magistrate who
presided over the games. With a mild and gentle voice the
magistrate asked him his name, and whence he came. He told his
country, his family, the rank he had held, the reason for his flight,
and his return. “Here I am,” he cried; “ready
to testify by creed to the contempt in which I hold your orders, and my
faith in the God in whom I have trusted. For I have heard that
you are inferior to few in cruelty. This is why I have chosen
this time in order to carry out my wishes.” With these
words he kindled the wrath of the governor like a fire, and roused all
his fury against himself. The order was given, “Call the
lictors; where are the plates of lead? Where are the
scourges? Let him be stretched upon a wheel; let him be wrenched
upon the rack; let the instruments of torture be brought in; make ready
the beasts, the fire, the sword, the cross. What a good thing for
the villain that he can die only once!” ἀλλὰ
γὰρ οἷα
κερδαίνει,
φησὶν, ἅπαξ
μόνον
ἀποθνήσκων. Garnier seems to have completely missed the force of this
exclamation in the explanation in a note, “Judex hoc dicere
volebat, quem fructum referet ex sua pertinacia, si semel mortuus
fuerit; neque enim in hanc vitam rursus redibit, ejus ut gaudiis
perfruatur, neque tamen ulla alia vita est.” “Nay,” replied
Gordius. “What a bad thing for me that I cannot die for
Christ again and again!”…