95. Since then I knew these things, and that
no one is worthy of the mightiness of God, and the sacrifice, and
priesthood, who has not first presented himself to God, a living, holy
sacrifice, and set forth the reasonable, well-pleasing
service, Rom. xii. 1. and sacrificed to
God the sacrifice of praise and the contrite spirit, Ps. l. 14. which is the only sacrifice required of us
by the Giver of all; how could I dare to offer to Him the external
sacrifice, the antitype of the great mysteries, The great
mysteries, i.e., the Sacrificial Death of Christ upon the
Cross. or
clothe myself with the garb and name of priest, before my hands had
been consecrated by holy works; before my eyes had been accustomed to
gaze safely upon created things, with wonder only for the Creator, and
without injury to the creature; before my ear had been sufficiently
opened to the instruction of the Lord, and He had opened mine ear to
hear Isai. l. 4; vi. 10. without heaviness, and had set a golden
earring with precious sardius, that is, a wise man’s word in an
obedient ear; Prov. xxv. 12. before my mouth had
been opened to draw in the Spirit, Ps. cxix. 131. and opened
wide to be filled Ib. lxxxi.
10. with the spirit of
speaking mysteries and doctrines; 1 Cor. xiv. 2. and my lips
bound, Prov. xv. 7 (LXX.). to use the words of
wisdom, by divine knowledge, and, as I would add, loosed in due
season: before my tongue had been filled with exultation, and
become an instrument of Divine melody, awaking with glory, awaking right early, Ps. lvii. 9. and laboring till it cleave to my
jaws: Ib. cxxxvii.
6. before my feet had been set upon the
rock, Ib. xviii.
33; xl. 3. made like hart’s feet, and my
footsteps directed in a godly fashion so that they should not well-nigh
slip, Ib. lxxiii.
2. nor slip at all; before all my members had
become instruments of righteousness, Rom. vi. 13. and all
mortality had been put off, and swallowed up of life, 2 Cor. v. 4. and had yielded to the Spirit?