5. What good then do I get except the loss
of my soul? For this reason I migrate to the hills like a
bird. “I am escaped as a bird out of the snare of the
fowlers.”
Ps. cxxiv. 7. I am living,
O evil thought, in the desert in which the Lord lived. Here is
the oak of Mamre; here is the ladder going up to heaven, and the
stronghold of the angels which Jacob saw; here is the wilderness in
which the people purified received the law, and so came into the land
of promise and saw God. Here is Mount Carmel where Elias
sojourned and pleased God. Here is the plain whither Esdras
withdrew, and at God’s bidding uttered all the God inspired
books. cf.
Esdras ii. 14; Irenæus, Adv. Hær. iii, 21, 2;
Tertullian, De Cult. Fam. i. 3; Clem. Alex., Strom. i.
22. Here is
the wilderness in which the blessed John ate locusts and preached
repentance to men. Here is the Mount of Olives, whither
Christ came and prayed, and taught us to pray. Here is
Christ the lover of the wilderness, for He says “Where two
or three are gathered together in my name there am I in the midst
of them.”
Matt. xviii.
20; a curious
misapplication of the text.
“Here is the strait and narrow way which leadeth unto
life.”
Matt. vii.
14. Here are
the teachers and prophets “wandering in deserts and in
mountains and in dens and caves of the earth.”
Heb. xi. 38. Here are apostles and evangelists
and solitaries’ life remote from cities. This I have
embraced with all my heart, that I may win what has been promised
to Christ’s martyrs and all His other saints, and so I may
truly say, “Because of the words of thy lips I have kept
hard ways.”
Ps. xvii. 4, LXX. I have
heard of Abraham, God’s friend, who obeyed the divine voice
and went into the wilderness; of Isaac who submitted to authority;
of Jacob, the patriarch, who left his home; of Joseph, the chaste,
who was sold; of the three children, who learnt how to fast, and
fought with the fire; of Daniel thrown twice into the lion’s
den; Vide
Bel and the dragon. of Jeremiah
speaking boldly, and thrown into a pit of mud; of Isaiah, who saw
unspeakable things, cut asunder with a saw; of Israel led away
captive; of John the rebuker of adultery, beheaded; of
Christ’s martyrs slain. But why say more? Here
our Saviour Himself was crucified for our sakes that by His death
He might give us life, and train and attract us all to
endurance. To Him I press on, and to the Father and to the
Holy Ghost. I strive to be found true, judging myself
unworthy of this world’s goods. And yet not I because
of the world, but the world because of me. Think of all
these things in your heart; follow them with zeal; fight, as you
have been commanded, for the truth to the death. For Christ
was made “obedient” even “unto
death.”
Phil. ii. 8. The
Apostle says, “Take heed lest there be in any of you an evil
heart…in departing from the living God. But exhort one
another…(and edify one another
1 Thess. v.
11.) while it is called
to-day.”
Heb. iii. 12,
13. To-day
means the whole time of our life. Thus living, brother, you
will save yourself, you will make me glad, and you will glorify
God from everlasting to everlasting.
Amen.