Chapter IX.—That the Mind
Commandeth the Mind, But It Willeth Not Entirely.
21. Whence is this monstrous thing? And why is it?
Let Thy mercy shine on me, that I may inquire, if so be the
hiding-places of man’s punishment, and the darkest contritions of
the sons of Adam, may perhaps answer me. Whence is this monstrous
thing? and why is it? The mind commands the body, and it obeys
forthwith; the mind commands itself, and is resisted. The mind
commands the hand to be moved, and such readiness is there that the
command is scarce to be distinguished from the obedience. Yet the
mind is mind, and the hand is body. The mind commands the mind to
will, and yet, though it be itself, it obeyeth not. Whence this
monstrous thing? and why is it? I repeat, it commands itself to
will, and would not give the command unless it willed; yet is not
that done which it commandeth. But it willeth not entirely;
therefore it commandeth not entirely. For so far forth it
commandeth, as it willeth; and so far forth is the thing commanded
not done, as it willeth not. For the will commandeth that there be
a will;—not another, but itself. But it doth not command
entirely, therefore that is not which it commandeth. For were it
entire, it would not even command it to be, because it would
already be. It is, therefore, no monstrous thing partly to will,
partly to be unwilling, but an infirmity of the mind, that it doth
not wholly rise, sustained by truth, pressed down by custom. And so
there are two wills, because one of them is not entire; and the one
is supplied with what the other needs.