2.  What then is my defence? 1 Cor. ix. 3.  If it be false, you must convict me, but if true, you on behalf of whom On behalf of, i.e., the Christians of Constantinople, whose Pastor he had been, who were present at the time in the church. and in whose presence I speak, must bear witness to it.  For you are my defence, my witnesses, and my crown of rejoicing, 1 Thess. ii. 19. if I also may venture to boast myself a little in the Apostle’s language.  This flock was, when it was small and poor, as far as appearances went, nay, not even a flock, but a slight trace and relic of a flock, without order, or shepherd, or bounds, with neither right to pasturage, nor the defence of a fold, wandering upon the mountains and in caves and dens of the earth, Heb. xi. 38. scattered and dispersed hither and thither as each one could find shelter or pasture, or could gratefully secure its own safety; like that flock which was harassed by lions, dispersed by tempest, or scattered in darkness, the lamentation of prophets who compared it to the misfortunes of Israel, Ezek. xxxi. ii. given up to the Gentiles; over which we also lamented, so long as our lot was worthy of lamentation.  For in very deed we also were thrust out and cast off, and scattered upon every mountain and hill, from the need of a shepherd: Ib. xxxiv. 6.  and a dreadful storm fell upon the Church, and fearful beasts assailed her, who do not even now, after the calm, spare us, but without being ashamed of themselves, wield a greater power than the time should allow; while a gloomy darkness, far more oppressive than the ninth plague of Egypt, the darkness which might be felt, Exod. x. 21. enveloped and concealed everything, so that we could scarcely even see one another.