to olympias.
Why do you lament? why do you belabour yourself, and demand of yourself a punish-
ment which your enemies were not able to demand from you, having thus abandoned your
soul to the tyranny of dejection? For the letters which you sent to me by the hands of Patricius
have discovered to me the wounds which have been inflicted on your mind. Wherefore also
I am very sorrowful and much distressed that when you ought to be using every exertion
and making it your business to expel dejection from your soul, you go about collecting dis-
tressing thoughts, even inventing things (so you say) which do not exist, and tearing yourself
to pieces for no purpose, and to your very great injury. For why are you grieved because
you could not remove me from Cucusus? Yet indeed, as far as you were concerned, you did
remove me, having made every exertion and endeavour for this purpose. And even if it has
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not been actually accomplished you ought not to be vexed on that account. For perhaps it
seemed good to God that I should be set to run the longer double course,950 in order that
the garland of victory might be rendered more glorious. Why then are you vexed on account
of these things, in consequence of which my fame is spread abroad, when you ought to leap
and dance for joy and bind wreaths upon your brow, because I have been deemed worthy
of so great an honour which far exceeds my merits? Is it the desolation of this place which
grieves you? Yet what can be pleasanter than my sojourn here? I have quietness, and tran-
quillity, plenty of leisure and good bodily health. For although the town has neither market-
place nor market that is nothing to me. For all things are poured abundantly upon me as
out of a flowing spring. I find my lord the Bishop here and my lord Dioscorus are constantly
employed in providing for my refreshment. And the good Patricius will tell you that as far
as my sojourn here is concerned I pass my time cheerfully and gladly, surrounded by atten-
tion. But if you lament the events which occurred in Cæsarea, here again your conduct is
unworthy of yourself. For there also bright garlands of victory were woven for me, inasmuch
as all were proclaiming and publishing my praises, and expressing wonder and astonishment
at the ill-treatment to which I had been subjected followed by expulsion. Meanwhile however
do not let any one know these things, although they are the theme of much gossip. For my
lord Pœanius has disclosed to me that the presbyters of Pharetrius himself951 have arrived
on the spot, who declare that they were in communion with me and had no communication
or intercourse or partnership with my adversaries. Therefore to avoid upsetting them do
not let any one know these things. For certainly the things which befell me were very
grievous: and if I had not suffered any other distress the events which happened there would
have sufficed to procure innumerable rewards for me: so extreme was the danger which I
950 The single course in the Grecian games was the stadium, so called because it was a stade in length. In the
double course the runner had to turn the post at the extremity of the stadium and run back again.
951 Pharetrius was Bishop of Cæsarea, and, as the sequel shows, a malicious enemy of Chrysostom.
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