111. For if it be granted, and this alone
can be strongly asserted in such matters, that we are far too low to
perform the priest’s office before God, and that we can only be
worthy of the sanctuary after we have become worthy of the
Church, Of the
Church. S. Gregory seems to describe a series of three steps,
(1) the Church, of which all should be worthy members, (2) the
Sanctuary, reserved for the Priests, (3) the Throne of the
Bishop. Clémencet refers both 1 and 2 to the ministry.
If we suppose S. Gregory’s own position to be referred to, the
third would be applicable to his office under his father, which is held
by Thomassin to have been that of Vicar-General (Disc. Eccles., I.,
ii., 7 §§ 2, 3). A similar post was offered to him by
S. Basil (Orat., xliii., 39). and worthy of the
post of president, after being worthy of the sanctuary, yet some one
else may perhaps refuse to acquit us on the charge of
disobedience. Now terrible are the threatenings against
disobedience, and terrible are the penalties which ensue upon it; as
indeed are those on the other side, if, instead of being reluctant, and
shrinking back, and concealing ourselves as Saul did among his
father’s stuff 1 Sam. x. 22.—although
called to rule but for a short time—if, I say, we come forward
readily, as though to a slight and most easy task, whereas it is not
safe even to resign it, nor to amend by second thoughts our
first.