Chapter XXXVIII.
We must strengthen the mind against troubles to come,
and build it up by looking out for them beforehand. What
difficulties there are in doing this.
188.
But
again, no
one must retire through cowardice, or give up his faith from fear of
danger. With what grace must the soul be equipped, and the mind
trained and taught to stand firm, so as never to be disturbed by any
fears, to be broken by any troubles, or to yield to any torments!
With what difficulty indeed are they borne! But as all pains seem
less in the fear of greater pains, so also, if thou dost build up thy
soul by quiet counsel, and dost determine not to go from thy course,
and layest before thee the fear of divine judgment and the torment of
eternal punishment, canst thou gain endurance of mind.
189. If a man thus prepares himself, he gives
signs of great diligence. On the other hand it is a sign of
natural ability, if a man by the power of his mind can foresee the
future, and put as it were before his eyes what may happen, and decide
what he ought to do if it should take place. It may happen, too,
that he will think over two or three things at once, which he supposes
may come either singly or together, and that he settles what he will do
with them as he thinks will be to the most advantage, in the event of
their coming either singly or together.
200. Therefore it is the duty of a brave man not
to shut his eyes when anything threatens, but to put it before him and
to search it out as it were in the mirror of his mind, and to meet the
future with foreseeing thought, for fear he might afterwards have to
say: This has come to me because I thought it could not come
about. If misfortunes are not looked for beforehand, they quickly
get a hold over us. In war an unexpected enemy is with difficulty
resisted, and if he finds the others unprepared, he easily overcomes
them; so evils unthought of readily break down the soul.
200. In these two points, then, consists the
excellency of the soul: so that thy soul, trained in good
thoughts, and with a pure heart, first, may see what is true and
virtuous (for “blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see
God”),
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and may decide that
only to be good which is virtuous; and, next, may never be disturbed by
business of any kind, nor get tossed about by any desires.
201. Not that this is an easy thing for any
one. For what is so difficult as to discern, as though from some
watch-tower, the resources of wisdom and all those other things, which
to most seem so great and noble? Again, what so difficult as to
place one’s decision on fixed grounds, and to despise what one
has decided to be worthless, as of no good? Or, once more, what
so difficult, when some misfortune has happened, and it is looked on as
something serious and grieving, as to bear it in such a way that one
considers it nothing beyond what is natural, when one reads:
“Naked was I born, naked shall I go forth. What the Lord
gave, the Lord hath taken away”
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(he who said
this had lost children and possessions), and to preserve in all things
the character of a wise and upright man, as he did who says:
“As the Lord pleased, so did He. Blessed be the name of the
Lord.”
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And
again: “Thou speakest as one of the foolish women
speaketh. Shall we receive good at the hand of God, and shall we
not receive evil?”
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S.
Matt. v. 8
.
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Job i. 21
.
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Job i. 21
.
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Job ii. 10
.