Chapter VII.—He Gives Thanks to
God for the Remission of His Sins, and Reminds Every One that the
Supreme God May Have Preserved Us from Greater Sins.
15. “What shall I render unto the Lord,”
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that whilst
my memory recalls these things my soul is not appalled at them? I
will love Thee, O Lord, and thank Thee, and confess unto Thy
name,
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because Thou
hast put away from me these so wicked and nefarious acts of mine.
To Thy grace I attribute it, and to Thy mercy, that Thou hast
melted away my sin as it were ice. To Thy grace also I attribute
whatsoever of evil I have not committed; for what might I not have
committed, loving as I did the sin for the sin’s sake? Yea, all I
confess to have been pardoned me, both those which I committed by
my own perverseness, and those which, by Thy guidance, I committed
not. Where is he who, reflecting upon his own infirmity, dares to
ascribe his chastity and innocency to his own strength, so that he
should love Thee the less, as if he had been in less need of Thy
mercy, whereby Thou dost forgive the transgressions of those that
turn to Thee? For whosoever, called by Thee, obeyed Thy voice, and
shunned those things which he reads me recalling and confessing of
myself, let him not despise me, who, being sick, was healed by that
same Physician
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by whose aid
it was that he was not sick, or rather was less sick. And for this
let him love Thee as much, yea, all the more, since by whom he sees
me to have been restored from so great a feebleness of sin, by Him
he sees himself from a like feebleness to have been
preserved.
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Ps. cxvi. 12
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Rev. iii. 5
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Luke iv. 23
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