12. This lesson in the Divine mysteries was gladly
welcomed by my soul, now drawing near through the flesh to God, called
to new birth through faith, entrusted with liberty and power to win the
heavenly regeneration, conscious of the love of its Father and Creator,
sure that He would not annihilate a creature whom He had summoned out
of nothing into life. And it could estimate how high are these
truths above the mental vision of man; for the reason which deals with
the common objects of thought can conceive of nothing as existent
beyond what it perceives within itself or can create out of
itself. My soul measured the mighty workings of God, wrought on
the scale of His eternal omnipotence, not by its own powers of
perception but by a boundless faith; and therefore refused to
disbelieve, because it could not understand, that God was in the
beginning with God, and that the Word became flesh and dwelt among us,
but bore in mind the truth that with the will to believe would come the
power to understand.