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of Paul s squalidness within that prison-house,
and thou wilt burn for that beauty, and deem
this the extreme of ugliness, and wilt groan bit
terly through longing for those bonds. Wouldest
thou daub thee with pastes and pigments, and
such like things? Think of his tears : a three-
years space, night and day, he ceased not to
weep. (Acts xx. 31.) With this adorning deck
thy cheek ; these tears do make it bright. I say
not, that thou weep for others, (I wish indeed
it could be even so, but this is too high for thee,)
but for thine own sins I advise thee to do this.
Hast thou ordered thy slave to be put in bonds,
and wast thou angry, and exasperated? Re
member Paul s bonds, and thou wilt straightway
stay thine anger ; remember that we are of the
bound, not the binders, of the bruised in heart,
not the bruisers. Hast thou lost self-control, and
shouted loud in laughter? Think of his lamen
tations, and thou wilt groan ; such tears will
show thee brighter far. Seest thou any persons
rioting and dancing? Remember his tears.
What fountain has gushed forth so great streams
as those eyes did tears?
"
Remembermy tears
"
(Acts xx. 31), he saith, as here "bonds." And
with reason he spoke thus to them, when he sent
for them from Ephesus to Miletus. For he was
then speaking to teachers. He demands of
those therefore, that they should sympathize
1
also, but of these that they should only encoun
ter dangers.
What fountain wilt thou compare to these
tears? That in Paradise, which watereth the
whole earth? But thou wilt have mentioned
nothing like it. For this fount of tears watered
souls, not earth. If one were to show us Paul
bathed in tears, and groaning, would not this be
better far to see, than countless choirs gayly
crowned ? I am not now speaking of you ; but,
if one, having pulled away from the theater and
the stage some wanton fellow, burning and
drunken with carnal love, were to show him a
young virgin in the very flower of her age, sur
passing her fellows, both in other respects, and
in her face more than the rest of her person,
having an eye, tenderand soft, that gently resteth,
and gently rolleth, moist, mild, calmly smiling,
and arrayed in much modesty and much grace,
fringed with dark lashes both under and over,
having an eyeball, so to speak, alive, a forehead
radiant ; underneath, again, a cheek shaded to
exact redness, lying smooth as marble, and even ;
and then any one should showme Paul weeping ;
leaving that maiden, I would have eagerly sprung
away to the sight of him ; for from his eyes there
1
[This <rvva\yeiv was changed in most MSS. and the editions
into trvvdyeii ,
"
gather together." Hales conjectured crvva.\yelv.
Field finds it in a MS. The other is indeed the more difficult read
ing, and likely to have been altered into an easy one, but the diffi
culty in this case becomes practically unintelligible. J. A. B.]
beamed spiritual beauty. For that other trans-
porteth the souls of youths, it scorcheth and in-
flameth them ; but this, on the contrary, sub-
dueth them. This maketh the eyes of the soul
more beauteous, it curbeth the belly : it filleth
with the love of wisdom, with much sympathy :
and it is able to soften even a soul of adamant.
With these tears the Church is watered, with
these souls are planted ; yea, though there be fire
sensible and substantial, yet can these tears
quench it ; these tears quench the fiery darts of
the wicked one.
Remember we then these tears of his, and we
shall laugh to scorn all present things. These
tears did Christ pronounce blessed, saying,
"
Blessed are they that mourn, and blessed are
they that weep, for they shall laugh." (Matt. v.
4; Luke vi. 21.) Such tears did Isaiah too, and
Jeremiah weep ; and the former said,
"
Leave
me alone, I will weep bitterly" (Isa. xxii. 4,
Sept.)
: and the latter,
"
Who will give my head
water, and mine eyes fountains of tears?" (Jer.
ix. i) ; as though the natural fount were not
enough.
Nothing is sweeter than these tears ; sweeter
are they than any laughter. They that mourn,
know how great consolation it possesseth. Let
us not think this a thing to be deprecated, but
one to be even exceedingly prayed for ; not that
others may sin, but that, when they sin, we may
be heart-broken for them. Remember we these
tears, these bonds. Surely too upon those bonds
tears descended ; but the death of the perish
ing, of those that had bound him in them, suf
fered him not to taste the pleasure of the bonds.
For in their behalf he grieved, being a disciple
ofHim that bewept the priests of the Jews ; not
because they were going to crucify Him, but be
cause they were themselves perishing. And He
doeth not this Himself alone, but He thus ex-
horteth others also, saying,
"
Daughters of Jeru
salem, weep not for Me." (Luke xxiii. 28.)
These eyes saw Paradise, saw the third heaven :
but I count not them so blessed because of this-
sight, as because of those tears, through which
theysaw Christ. Blessed, indeed, was that sight ;
for he himself even glories in it, saying,
"
Have
I not seen Jesus Christ our Lord?" (i Cor. ix.
i) ; but more blessed so to weep.
In that sight many have been partakers, and
those who have not so been, Christ the rather
calls blessed, saying,
"
Blessed are they that have
not seen, and yet have believed
"
(John xx.
29) ; but unto this not many have attained. For
if to stay here for Christ s sake were more need
ful than to depart to Him (Phil. i. 23, 24), for
the sake of the salvation of others ; surely then
to groan for others sakes, is more needful even
than to see Him. For if for His sake to be in