Ans. This is the most preposterous course
that possibly thy thoughts can pitch upon, a most ready way to rob God of
his glory. “Herein is love,” saith the Holy Ghost, “not that we loved God,
but that he loved us” first, 1
John iv. 10, 11. Now, thou wouldst invert this order, and say,
“Herein is love, not that God loved me, but that I love him first.” This
is to take the glory of God from him: that, whereas he loves us without a
cause that is in ourselves, and we have all cause in the world to love him,
thou wouldst have the contrary, namely, that something should be in thee
for which God should love thee, even thy love to him; and that thou
shouldst love God, before thou knowest any thing lovely in him, — namely,
whether he love thee or no. This is a course of flesh’s finding out, that
will never bring glory to God, nor peace to thy own soul. Lay down, then,
thy reasonings; take up the love of the Father upon a pure act
of believing, and that will open thy soul to let it out unto the Lord
in the communion of love.