2. But hitherto, very honourable brethren, you
have not given me my due; and this for two reasons. Either you
failed to perceive the proper course; or else, under the influence of
some of the calumnies spread abroad about me, you did not think me
deserving of being visited by you in love. Now, therefore, I myself take the
initiative. I beg to state that I am perfectly ready to rid
myself, in your presence, of the charges urged against me, but only on
condition that my revilers are admitted to stand face to face with me
before your reverences. If I am convicted, I shall not deny my
error. You, after the conviction, will receive pardon from the
Lord for withdrawing yourselves from the communion of me a
sinner. The successful accusers, too, will have their reward in
the publication of my secret wickedness. If, however, you condemn
me before you have the evidence before you, I shall be none the worse,
barring the loss I shall sustain of a possession I hold most
dear—your love: while you, for your part, will suffer the
same loss in losing me, and will seem to be running counter to the
words of the Gospel: “Doth our law judge any man before it
hear him?”
John vii. 51. The reviler,
moreover, if he adduce no proof of what he says, will be shewn to have
got nothing from his wicked language but a bad name for himself.
For what name can be properly applied to the slanderer τὸν
διαβάλλοντα. except that which he professes to bear by
the very conduct of which he is guilty? Let the reviler,
therefore, appear not as slanderer, διάβολος. but as
accuser; nay, I will not call him accuser, I will rather regard him as
a brother, admonishing in love, and producing conviction for my
amendment. And you must not be hearers of calumny, but triers of
proof. Nor must I be left uncured, because my sin is not being
made manifest.