24. Perhaps Perhaps, an
ironical passage. we
may be reproached, as we have been before, with the exquisite character
of our table, the splendour of our apparel, the officers who precede
us, our haughtiness to those who meet us. I was not aware that we
ought to rival the consuls, the governors, the most illustrious
generals, who have no opportunity of lavishing their incomes; or that
our belly ought to hunger for the enjoyment of the goods of the poor,
and to expend their necessaries on superfluities, and belch forth over
the altars. I did not know that we ought to ride on splendid
horses, and drive in magnificent carriages, and be preceded by a
procession and surrounded by applause, and have everyone make way for
us, as if we were wild beasts, and open out a passage so that our
approach might be seen afar. If these sufferings have been
endured, they have now passed away: Forgive me this
wrong. 2 Cor. xii. 13. Elect another
who will please the majority: and give me my desert, my country
life, and my God, Whom alone I may have to please, and shall please by
my simple life. It is a painful thing to be deprived of speeches
and conferences, and public gatherings, and applause like that which
now lends wings to my thoughts, and relatives, and friends and honours,
and the beauty and grandeur of the city, and its brilliancy which
dazzles those who look at the surface without investigating the inner
nature of things; but yet not so painful as being clamoured against and
besmirched amid public disturbances and agitations, which trim their
sails to the popular breeze. For they seek not for priests, but
for orators, not for
stewards of souls, but for treasurers of money, not for pure offerers
of the sacrifice, but for powerful patrons. I will say a word in
their defence: we have thus trained them, by becoming all things
to all men, 1 Cor. ix. 22. whether to save or
destroy all, I know not.