refuge in the Church. Abide with the Church, and the Church does not hand thee over to
the enemy: but if thou fliest from the Church, the Church is not the cause of thy capture.
For if thou art inside the fold the wolf does not enter: but if thou goest outside, thou art liable
to be the wild beast’s prey: yet this is not the fault of the fold, but of thy own pusillanimity.
The Church hath no feet. Talk not to me of walls and arms: for walls wax old with time, but
the Church has no old age. Walls are shattered by barbarians, but over the Church even
demons do not prevail. And that my words are no mere vaunt there is the evidence of facts.
How many have assailed the Church, and yet the assailants have perished while the Church
herself has soared beyond the sky? Such might hath the Church: when she is assailed she
conquers: when snares are laid for her she prevails: when she is insulted her prosperity in-
creases: she is wounded yet sinks not under her wounds; tossed by waves yet not submerged;
vexed by storms yet suffers no shipwreck; she wrestles and is not worsted, fights but is not
vanquished. Wherefore then did she suffer this war to be? That she might make more
manifest the splendour of her triumph. Ye were present on that day, and ye saw what weapons
were set in motion against her, and how the rage of the soldiers burned more fiercely than
fire, and I was hurried away to the imperial palace.818 But what of that? By the grace of God
none of those things dismayed me.
2. Now I say these things in order that ye too may follow my example. But wherefore
was I not dismayed? Because I do not fear any present terrors. For what is terrible? Death?
nay this is not terrible: for we speedily reach the unruffled haven. Or spoliation of goods?
“Naked came I out of my mother’s womb, and naked shall I depart;”819 or exile? “The earth
is the Lord’s and the fulness thereof;”820 or false accusation? “Rejoice and be exceeding glad,
when men shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for great is your reward in Heav-
en.”821 I saw the swords and I meditated on Heaven; I expected death, and I bethought me
of the resurrection; I beheld the sufferings of this lower world, and I took account of the
heavenly prizes; I observed the devices of the enemy, and I meditated on the heavenly crown:
for the occasion of the contest was sufficient for encouragement and consolation. True! I
was being forcibly dragged away, but I suffered no insult from the act; for there is only one
real insult, namely sin: and should the whole world insult thee, yet if thou dost not insult
thyself thou art not insulted. The only real betrayal is the betrayal of the conscience: betray
not thy own conscience, and no one can betray thee. I was being dragged away and I saw
the events—or rather I saw my words turned into events, I saw my discourse which I had
uttered in words being preached in the market-place through the medium of actual events.
818 See Introduction.
819 Job i. 21.
820 Ps. xxiv. 1.
821 Matt. v. 12.
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