reproaches, and deaths; and not to faint, or slip, or turn backward, but though assaulted
every day with darts innumerable, to bear up manfully, and remain firm and imperturbable.
This was the effect of no human power, and yet not of Divine influence alone, but of his
own resolution also. For that Christ chose him with a foreknowledge of what he would be,
is plain from the testimony He bore to him before the commencement of his preaching.
“He is a chosen vessel unto me, to bear my name before the Gentiles and kings.” (Acts ix.
15.) For as those who bear the royal standard in war1118 require both strength and address,
that they may not let it fall into the hands of the enemy; so those who sustain the name of
Christ, not only in war but in peace, need a mighty strength, to preserve it uninjured from
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the attacks of accusers. Great indeed is the strength required to bear the name of Christ,
and to sustain it well, and bear the Cross. For he who in action, or word, or thought, does
anything unworthy of Christ, does not sustain His name, and has not Christ dwelling in
him. For he that sustains that name bears it in triumph, not in the concourse of men, but
through the very heavens, while all angels stand in awe, and attend upon him, and admire
him.
“I thank the Lord, who hath enabled me.” Observe how he thanks God even for that
which was his own part. For he acknowledges it as a favor from Him that he was “a chosen
vessel.” For this, O blessed Paul, was thy own part. “For God is no respecter of persons.”1119
But I thank Him that he “thought me worthy of this ministry.” For this is a proof that He
esteemed me faithful. The steward in a house is not only thankful to his master that he is
trusted, but considers it as a sign that he holds him more faithful than others: so it is here.
Then observe how he magnifies the mercy and loving-kindness of God, in describing his
former life, “who was formerly,” he says, “a blasphemer, and a persecutor, and injurious.”
And when he speaks of the still unbelieving Jews, he rather extenuates their guilt. “For I
bear them record that they have a zeal for God, but not according to knowledge.” (Rom. x.
2.) But of himself he says, “Who was a blasphemer and a persecutor.” Observe his lowering
of himself! So free was he from self-love, so full of humility, that he is not satisfied to call
himself a persecutor and a blasphemer, but he aggravates his guilt, showing that it did not
stop with himself, that it was not enough that he Gas a blasphemer, but in the madness of
his blasphemy he persecuted those who were willing to be godly.1120
1118 One copy has, “which is usually called Laburum,” perhaps a mistake for Labarum, but Socrates has
Laborum. The first standard known to have been so called was that of Constantine, which bore the Christian
symbol. [See Schaff, Church Hist. III. 27.]
1119 He would be a respecter of persons who, without regard to a man’s qualities, should arbitrarily (or on
external grounds, such as birth, wealth, &c.) prefer him to others; God therefore does not do this. Rom. ii. 11;
Col. iii. 25; Acts x. 34.
1120 εὐσεβεῖν, “to worship aright.”
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